Guys,

I am not okay. Kayda just broke up with me for his old boyfriend and my face is just full of salty, nasty biting tears. My head hurts, I feel like puking, my world is spinning. I am so hurt, I jsut need a hug but there is no one, no one to hold me anymore. He says he wants to pretend none of it ever happened, like I am not real, he kicked me from his house, his life. I feel so used, like I am nothing, he took all I had when he left. And now I am alone, going home to my parents and hoping they will take their silly son who fell so hard and so deep. I just wanted to tell you that you don't have to bother with the contest. He deleted his account. My life is feeling very shakey and I can't even sound chipped at all. Tears. That's all that's left.

~Jesse